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September 3rd, 2008 (01:59 pm)
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current location: work
current mood: happy

Well i found my flash drive today with my private journal that's on it. It's covered 2+ years back on some of my lowest points and lots of meltdowns and rants. The last entry before today was, well, pretty ugly. I had opened it and read it and felt really guilty and ashamed. I wanted to delete everything on there and just start over. I think for now i will just keep in mind that i was just venting there and really in retrospect there are not even that many. So that just says i have many more pluses then minuses.

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Posted by: danae (danaewhispering)
Posted at: September 3rd, 2008 07:27 pm (UTC)
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I am so glad you found your flash drive! I wouldn't beat up on yourself too much about the last entry. Venting is something we need sometimes to just process and move on. And also even though there are negatives as you said there are more pluses...we just don't write about those good times as often because we are enjoying them and just living the good life. It is when things are hard we have that time to write and really need to write.

Posted by: moonlight691 (moonlight691)
Posted at: September 3rd, 2008 08:07 pm (UTC)
1 Sybile

IMHO... way more pluses......

+++++++++++ A++++ Person +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Posted by: LovingSlave (lovingslave)
Posted at: September 3rd, 2008 10:44 pm (UTC)
You are the Plussiest person I know...... *hugs*
tequila cat

I have not forgotten about you or your Daddy. I've been hiding big time!

IMHO - It's good to vent and I applaud you for your honesty and courage to say what you mean. Life is always evolving and changing and no one has good days all the time. That is what makes me feel so endeared to you.

I'm working on my mood changes...been really down, down, down, down and not reaching out to anyone at all. I finally got motivated to go to the doctor last Wednesday and had a full workup. *yikes* He prescribed some meds but I haven't been brave enough to pick them up as of yet.

I do hope to get back together with you - very, very soon. I didn't want you to think that I haven't thought about you guys.

*kisses*

Posted by: Blue Eyed Angel (blueeyedangel07)
Posted at: September 7th, 2008 07:08 am (UTC)

OH! Don't get rid of it!! I no longer have my old one and there are times i wish I did.
Especially when I am going through "familiar" things and not quite sure which direction to take.

*hugs*

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