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Uhg,

November 6th, 2005 (02:29 pm)
thoughtful

current mood: thoughtful

Tomorrow Daddy and I start our getting healthy plan. Very difficult for me because I have to tell him my starting weight. The real one, LOL. Very hard for me to give control on that issue because that's always been the one thing I've used for my own control. I used to see how many days in a row I could go without eating at all. I could control that. I could do that and  almost was like my own self punishment. Now I stopped doing that and have gained quite a bit of weight. Currently about 5 lbs over my top weight. Very unhappy with myself regarding this.

Sometimes the most difficult places to give yourself in submission is not always in pain or pleasure but to give in aspect of those mental and places that will heal.

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Posted by: Mz Carmen (cubanchic)
Posted at: November 7th, 2005 02:04 am (UTC)

can I just say... I miss you and that I really want to as a sister rub up next t you and lick your shoulder. and kinda hug you all potective like shhh we won't ,let THEM J & M know....J likes M very much and both can be very evil towards us.. goood evil but still evil, I'll be a good sister to you vice versa. Jim respects Mike very much...thinks he his is a very good guy.

Posted by: @theprincesswife (bdprincess)
Posted at: November 7th, 2005 03:41 am (UTC)

I still remember that very fondly in the hotel that night you and Jim were here and you did just that. It still makes me smile. Get lots of rest and listen to your Daddy so you get well soon.

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