I find myself in the same boat as the ever loveable 

luverble_pj_sl a million things going on in my life and none of them made it on here. The past two days have been a little sticky at best but my life's blessings are not lost on me at the moment. The kids are good and the Daddy is as wonderful as ever. I told Him last week i feel like i need someone to pinch me to make sure i'm not dreaming and this is really my life.  We don't have a lot of extras but we have enough to get by and most of all each other. 

Have a great weekend

*hugs*

 

... the moments that make up a dull day..

Thanks Mr Upton, now you have me doing it. This is gonna get stuck in my head the entire day. LOL

The months and the days are flying by. I have no idea where it's gone. The little prince graduates HS in 12 days. I already have empty nest (womb) feeling and it's funny cause he has no intention of even going anywhere. LOL Daddy/Sir worries he will stay til he's 30 or so.

The weekend munch was really nice. No real formal topic or discussion but we did have a grab bag gift exchange. I got the movie Pet and Daddy/Sir got some silly game, but it looks like it could be fun. For July munch i'm still being asked to lead discussion regarding ageplay. I'm going to have to remember to broaden the topic more than just my little corner of the universe.

The stress has still been pretty heavy. Anxiety attacks have pretty much kicked my ass this week. I'm off to the Doc's this morning to discuss drugs. Oh joy. I really hate that i even have to do this. Necessary though. *sigh*

Valuable lesson learned last night. Don't try to hide Daddy's toys in the way back of the drawer under books and stuff and think your gonna get away with it. I really don't know what i was thinking at the time. I wasn't trying to poke Him or was i happy about the punishment but after for some reason fell quietly alseep sated with a hot butt.

Not much else...

Mike's truck is on it's last leg. We can't afford to keep throwing money into the thing it's just not worth it anymore. Also jobs aren't as sucure as we'd like them to be either. Hopefully we will know more definite news on an extention for Sir by the end of the week.

But at least my dog hasn't run way ?

For the second night in a row i haven't slept well at all. I've been having real vivid nightmares again. Every once in a while this happens. It doesn't help that on top of that i have a million things to do in the next twleve days and no time to get it all done. This is the worst part about Christmas and makes me a pretty cranky girl.

 

 

 Not even sure where to start.

First - The biggest news is I passed my Real Estate exam this past Friday !! Whoo Hoo. I think that this has been by far the hardest thing i have ever schooled or tested for. While i was sick i had missed my appointment to meet my Broker and go over employment on the 23rd last month and thought i had maybe blown my chance to work there. I called and left a message for Him that Friday night and he called me back last night. We get to meet this saturday morning. I'm still bouncing.

Second- Last night was our second anniversary. I have to say my Daddy/Sir is still the best gift giver *smile* We had Chinese delivered in and exchanged gifts. I had bought him a frame that said "first Deer" on it and had prints made for him from the hunting trip. It turned out really nice. And for me roses and jewelry. The pendant is a dragonfly with pearls and diamond chips. It's sp pretty. I collect dragonflies. 

And lastly - The yummies are still yummy *grin* yes i think my Daddy/Sir is still best at that too. 

We still have a million things to get accomplished in the next two weeks until Christmas. This should be fun. Five birthdays thrown in on cookie/ornament exchange and a ton of shopping to do. Since i've been feeling better i'm starting to get back into the groove of the house and feel like i can contribute. It's a good feeling.

~hugs~

 

If there are certain parts of your body that hasn't seen a sunray in the past 10-15 years do NOT listen to the 16 year old behind the counter at the tan salon and go in the stand up super booth for the maximun amount of minutes.


Enough said, ouch !!

Friday - On the way into work a cover on my transmission went and left a big trail of trans fluid into my parking spot. I prayed it wasn't me that left the trail but it was. Had to get towed to the stealership. Got a rental car and went home. Daddy was so super sick with a fever chills and cough. We had the drivers meeting in Rockford that night wich was about an hours drive in the blizzard winds. That didn't help him much, just got sicker. The good news of the day was getting the job offer in hand in writting. I'm still on top of cloud nine about that.

Saturday - Daddy was still very sick so i tried my best to clean the house and get ready to go to the Boot Black demo by myself. It turned out really nice and i learned a lot. Missed Daddy going with but it was fun to get to order what i wanted from the menu, hee. Ok so i may have over did it a little. My eyes are always bigger than my tummy.

Sunday- spent cleaning and taking care of the Daddy. And that's about it. Sick as Daddy was ended up getting a paddle cause i was asked what i was thinking and really couldn't answer clearly. Wasn't so much of a thought but a feeling. Just couldn't articulate.  

A million things to do today. Still have to clean the basement from last thursdays flood. Uhg.

 

 

 

 

 

Yay !! that's the best news. I got the offer this morning after a really crappy past 2 days. Well all if wasn't crappy  *kisses* Daddy.
The offer is right along the lines of money but vacation days aren't so great. Not a one til i've been here a year. Anytime off would be unpaid. That's ok. I'm really truly happy here which is something i havent been able to say about a job in three years. 

Yay me !!

20 minutes before I have to run out the door again to class. I'm enjoying it though. But seriously, so pissed off at lunch time. The right to lifers were all lined up down the street with there picket signs at lunch time. Not that I mind a good pretest. Hey I think that's great. They could be protesting something a little better like BP Amoco that posted RECORD profits while gas still rises Or the children already here starving. Anyway, like I said it's not the protesting but the signs with the graphic pictures of dead fetus's. Draw the line there. I will educate my children myself without traumatizing them thank you very much you asshats. Lucky I had to go back to work and Daddy said "No" to my kicking your ass.

Done, sorry, rant

*sigh* the big fancy job that I really wanted went to someone with a degree. Pretty disappointed. I have 10 and 1/2 years real experience and can do the job in my sleep. Now just need to switch my gears and get busy trying to find a job. Also have to fill out umemployment. Not fun. I was hoping to avoid that.

Other things have been very busy. Friday we went to the IML fetish flea market here in Chicago. It was my first time and lots of stuff to see. It was funny to watch Daddy get looks and then to see then switch gears when they would notice me in tow behind him. We went early and seemed there were very few Het couples there until later in the day. Lots of new toys, yay !! A very special rubber duckie for me *smile*  We got to stop at a restaunt called Raza's. It was so yummy. I had Lamb Kabobs with dill rice.

Saturday we went to a real flea market in Wi called 7 mile fair. Yep seven miles of junk with four kids and Dad and his new girlfriend. I didn't find anything except a new Kim Anderson figurine which was nice because she stopped making them. Then off to the Golden Coral buffet. Oh way too yummy. You can get just about anything you feel like eating there. Sunday spent all day shopping and picked up Daddy's birthday present for the party that we had on Monday. I got him a new gad BBq. That's just going to be good for everybody. We also went and saw the new movie Over the Hedge. Absolutely hysterical. I think we laughed harder than the kids. I'm sure there are a million other things I'm skipping but we were just so crazy busy to find the time to post.

Off to the grocery store with Daddy now.