January 9th, 2005


Day three

ok , this is my third day without a smoke. I'm starting to think that maybe I can really do this. I didn't have much faith in it actually. It wasn't a strong determination to quit it was more like "ok I'll try". Ive done this a couple of times but maybe ths time if I go into it with the mindset of "ok if I fall off I'll just try again" instead of just giving up trying  like last time. And yes I've only thought of cheating a hundred times but I guess that's ok too.

Girls were here this weekend and we got the tree down so I have more space in the living room. Spent most of my time to myself today cleaning and reading.

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    Blink 182