Home completely by myself tonight. Daddy's gone to Cincy with all the
kids and will be back Sunday night. I have to work tomorrow in the
morning at my second job. Right now we need all the
paycheck when can get to try and catch up with me not having a check in
about a month. The piece and quiet is nice for about 5 minutes then I'm
bored and lonely. Rarely am I ever by myself. I used to go out all the
time and have places to go if I ever wanted to pick up and go out for a
while. A social life full of going out and friends used to be the major
part of my life. I think it was to replace the loneliness at home which
is something I haven't felt since Mike and I met. Now I don't go
out that much at all. Turned into such a homebody and it's a big push
to go out and do anything. Weird.
Time to drag my ass upstairs to get dressed to go find something to do.