@theprincesswife (bdprincess) wrote,
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Uhg,

Tomorrow Daddy and I start our getting healthy plan. Very difficult for me because I have to tell him my starting weight. The real one, LOL. Very hard for me to give control on that issue because that's always been the one thing I've used for my own control. I used to see how many days in a row I could go without eating at all. I could control that. I could do that and  almost was like my own self punishment. Now I stopped doing that and have gained quite a bit of weight. Currently about 5 lbs over my top weight. Very unhappy with myself regarding this.

Sometimes the most difficult places to give yourself in submission is not always in pain or pleasure but to give in aspect of those mental and places that will heal.
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