What have I done right this week ?
June 7th, 2006 (02:09 pm)
current mood: I'm a dumbass
current mood: I'm a dumbass
Zip, zilch, nadda, nothing. That's pretty much how I feel today. I had an appointment with my career coach this morning in the city and completely blew it off cause I had a panic attack and didn't want to get on the train by myself. Makes me feel so stupid I couldn't do it. Also had an interview with a company directly for yesterday and missed it because I didn't see it on my notes. Seriously WTF ! I don't know. I need a job and my heads up my ass. 8 weeks are going to run out as Daddy reminded me this morning. Now the pressure.
I get panic attacks sometimes and I also know how hard it is to find a job. I think you and your Daddy should talk and make a plan for what happens if you *don't* happen to get a job by the time those 8 weeks are up. That way you'll have a safety net. Hopefully, of course, someone will see what an awesome employee you'd be and you won't need it. But just in case, it's nice to plan ahead. It always makes me panic less when I know there's a fall-back plan.